&the world is evolving around me
im standing still of what is yesterday, today, and tomorrow
im harmless, and fragile, unstoppable, invincible
it is all about to fade away by the justing of time

her heart was worth a million points
but it wasn't enough to cover the price
she sold the beating misery for a million more
little did she know, she was a million steps behind

and when you see me looking at you
you know i can see right through you
you know im angry at you
& you know why im so scared;;
its all because of you

and if you can,
i hope you would

this is the last murder
the last time
it will go no further
this is my final answer
i accept no more words
no more accidents, apologies
and no more cures

i feel like im going to break
theres no more chances to risk
nohings left for me to take
i shoot at it, and i miss.

im drowning deep
drenching in my pain
melted on thin ice
and soon,
all of me will be gone

im the last thorn on your rose
but ill still fight for you
until i fall off your side
and youll prepare to surrender
but at least i tried to win you back

i can feel my legs shaking
my heart slowing its beat
and your voice ringing
its still in my body heat

i tried to erase the image of you
but you keep appearing back in my head
i tried to stop being a fool
but thats just through, enough said

my throat is damned sore
your digging deep into my core
i feel the pain your going through
just a couple more kisses will do

whenever i see you touch her
my body tightens
and when you kiss her
my throat feels sore
all i need was a hug from you

im always gonna be there for you
and when the whole worlds falling
we'll be the only ones standing

isnt it awkward when everyones kissing
and you dont even have a hand to hold
isnt it stupid to be the only one crying
when everyones young, & your turning old

 

its okay to be lonely
its okay to cry sometimes
but at some situations
you just have to hold back

while shes the happiest girl in the world
im the saddest thing on this planet
shes got everything i ever wanted
and all i wanted was a real hug
while shes at the tip of every guy
this is fucked up

i still hear your voice in my mind
and that love i never seem to find

shes great on stage on her act
standing in front of a million eyes
shes so fake when she thinks all the way back
and the only thing she's bad at is
revealing her real self.

hes the reason she makes believe
and even in her dreams
she can feel his body heat
against her staggered heartbeat

you can stare at me all you want
but youll never see the real me

your voice echoes in my head
but the memory is almost lost

if i gave you a hug
you would hug me back
if i gave you a kiss
you would kiss me back
but i give you my heart
you will love me back

where were you when i needed you
the  place  when  she  wanted  you

i had the gun to my head
you pulled the trigger
then who died?

follow your heart
even though its on your left
it is always right

failures are mistaken as possibilities
low-self esteem is mistaken to be hopes
hate is mistaken for love
and boys are just mistakes. period.

with our empty hearts;
miserable  smiles;
how far can we tell them apart?

my heart is cold and bare when im around you
my breath is death and scarce when im standing next to you
and i just might die without you

shallower tears,
heart broken years
shell never learn to love again
wihtout feeling the pain

we can run in the empty street lights
make out and waste the rest of the night
and youll press your lips against mine
and ill wait till both our hearts collide

do i need to hear the rest?
the first 2 words tells the whole story
love & hate

& if you make her wait too long
shed already be gone

the fires burning
the love is fading
my wrists are swollen
my heart is broken
and the entire thing
is just screwed as hell

wherever she went
she got the goods
but those goods can
only last a while

its too hard to say goodbye
and way too painful to stay
so we'll just say goodnight
for now..

those lashes cover the miserey in her eyes
her   smiles   cover   her   pain
but the tears shows how hard she tries
it'll   never   be   the   same   again

when you burn in hell
tell the devil i said hi
and he'll know all the lies
behind these angel faces

love    can    grow
but it can never last

hate keeps the heart from loving
from hurting and bleeding
it helps you grow strong
&tells you that your ready to love again

its way too painful to regret the past
&way too afraid to look into the future
but its all too blank to be in the present

why would you keep
on trying when you
already know that
your're never gonna
have that boy?

and he left me wondering
what the hell is wrong
with me? no one can even
find a single mistake I
make, but he makes me
feel like im the only
sore loser in this world

he loves me, he loves me not
i come to my last petal, he
loves me not damn these flowers.

i hate it when you leave
me to be the last one standing
in this room. i feel so alone
just like the day you left me
for her.

if god has a place for all of
us why cant he find me a place
in the boy i love's heart?

if i could go back to before
i would stop the first mistake
i made--meeting you.

you make it seem so easy
but when ive realized that
it really wasnt
i couldn't find a way out
now i know how trapped you
FEEL INSIDE

if loving you was against the law
id break every law i started with
if missing you is by death penalty
id be electrified every single day
&if needing you is self suicide
then id already be dead.

i want to be the girl that shines
in the darkest parts of your mind
i want to be the the first one
in your games to find
but most of all, i want to be your
loved one to be the reason you live
for and to die for

the only promise that person will
keep, is a promise for them to promise

why would you say this is fake love?
the only real fake thing is you.


the great cement bounders
serperates our words to our lips
but even the greatest seperation
between you and the world cannot
seperate our infinite love.

watch the clouds go by
daylight turns to night
and our lips collide

you point the gun at my face
it goes bang,
i know you wanna bang me

i put the gun to my head
but you pulled the trigger

dance till you drop
hit the hot spot
twinkle your eyes
and say goodnight

its not easy saying goodbye
so we'll just say goodnight
f  o  r   n  o  w

they say wish upon a star
i say wish upon a dandelion

the best wishes come from
the best dreams, made by heart

if youd see the jealousy
seeping through my heart
youd see how hard it is
to keep up with you.

why wont you just let me die
but instead you save my life
and tried to kill me again..

and sometimes not being the
best is the best to be you.

i know you want to
i can tell your nervous
by tht way you act
but just go on
no one will notice

im the silver ball that lights up
the most in the shiniest diamonds

will you let go already?
you're going to make me
miss the bus. we'll kiss
n e x t   t i m e . .

your my snow bunny baby
your my bow in my arrow
youarethelifetomydeath

and you think she wont know
you say to youself :
its just a little cheat
and that's what you thought
but when you came home that
night , it wasn't just a
"little cheat" it was the
biggest mistake
that you had ever made

you could've, should've &&
W O U L D ' V E  B U T
you didn.t.

you said she didn't care
but look at her now
are you finally feeling
bad for what you did?
probably not, you have
no feelings for others
just for your own damned
self. selfishness.

and just because she's not
crying, doesnt mean she' s
okay.  she's  just  trying  to
cover  up  the  mess  she's
made         all        along